Today the Guardian Angel of Creativity is with us! The card says, “Creative energy flows for me the more I choose to express my feelings.” Ahh, this makes so much sense! The importance of feeling our feelings has come to me from MANY directions the last few days.
Years ago, in my 20s and 30s, I felt stuck. I made hand-crafted items to sell at random craft shows and gifts for my family and those of my (then) spouse’s large family. I took part in a variety of pastimes and hobbies, but nothing really fulfilled me. Expressing my feelings about my lack of fulfillment and the fact that we were unable to produce children was met with a stern eye or angry verbal challenge. So, I spent a lot of time crying when I was alone.
Once that episode of my life ended I sought classes, books, and therapies that opened my heart and taught me that my feelings and emotions were valid. I explored my past and discovered the source of an unrelenting restlessness and sadness. Soon, I reached for new forms of creativity. Writing and poetry gave me a safe way of expressing my inner-most thoughts. Gradually I shared myself with more and more people and worked through my angst to gain comfort with stage storytelling. By that time, I had many stories to tell of my new life adventures. I began feeling a sense of purpose…for the first time in my life I felt I mattered to more than my parents and brother.
The icing on the cake was when a classmate (in my body-centered psychotherapy training) witnessed my tears and said, “You look so beautiful when you cry. It’s like there are diamonds rolling down your cheeks!” Finally, there were people who accepted my feelings without taking them on and I knew it was okay to be a sensitive person. And it is that sensitivity that allows me to read for you. This gift, that I once tucked deep inside to avoid ridicule, is what was given to me to use to understand myself and help others attain greater clarity in their lives.
I am grateful to God and the Angels for guiding me toward experiences that freed me and gave me courage to be who I am...and incidentally, since I now feel free in my self-expression, I cry and feel sad a fraction of the time I once did! I am thankful and humbled that I may serve you as a psychic and medium! I invite you to learn about yourself by finding the source of your sadness and anger and know your feelings are valid – they are your teachers! One very effective way to explore yourself and jumpstart your creativity is through the Creation Temple with Susie Beiler: https://susiebeiler.com/creation-temple/
Many Blessings and Love,